never thought in a million years

I have always said that i would wait til i am at least 24 to have my first kid but i am 18 years old a senior in high school and i still live with my did with a part time job and i am 8 weeks pregnant. when i found out like a trillion thoughts went through my head and the first on was how am i going to tell my dad? but it came easier then what i found it to be cause he already knew i was pregnant before i even knew, he was just waiting on me to tell him. I think everyday to myself how am i going to raise a kid i am still a kid myself. i realize i have a lot of love and support from my family and friends that they wouldnt let anything bad happen to me or my kid, that if they see me struggle they will immediately take action. i cry everyday thinking that this isn't going to work cause im going to be a single parent but then i just pray to GOd and i know that this is just a blessing to me that to him i am ready to be a parent in his eyes i just need that thing (baby) in my life to test me out. the more that i think negative the more GOd shows the positive things in my life.. i just keep my head up and try to do the best i can do.