Dreaming with a broken heart

"when you are dreaming with a broken heart and waking up is the hardest part" when i heard those lyrics in that song i was watching the tv show "the game" and it was showing the part when derwin woke up after melanie just came and got her stuff, after she found out he was cheating. Dreaming with a broken heart to me is when you wake up and you feel you world has ended and there is nothing that you can do about it, Love is just a bunch of emotions mixed together and you think that you need that person in your life to survive but that is not always the case. You were born alone and you will be buried alone so truthfully in the end you will be alone regardless so what is the point in having someone there to stress you out? or to put you down? there isn't one. Some people just want the comfort of another person and it could end with them dreaming with a broken heart.

My thoughts about the book

My thoughts about MSND, it was a really good book but i didn't really understand the shakespeare lanugage, it made me lose interest in the book it's self... if Ms. McDaniel wouldnt have discussed it i prolly would have hated it cause i wouldnt have understood it. Cause I think that shakespeare language is confusing. but after Ms. Mcdaniel explaining it the concept of the book was awesome. It compared to really life relationships and how a parent almost never likes their childs boyfriend or girlfriend but they dont go as far as telling them they will die if they marry them most parents get over it and grow to love and be happy for them cause that is in a parents blood/nature. cause all parents only want what is best for their kids

If you really knew me you would know...

1. i am 18
2. i love junk food.
3. i am a shop-aholic
4. i am open minded
5. i lost my brother to a hit and run accident
6. i am a christian
7. i work at the hospital
8. i have had 4 jobs in a year
9. my birthday is october 18
10. i hate snow
11. i am a senior
12. i love ice cream
13. i am a music fanatic
14. i never wear the same outfit twice in a month
15. i like shoes
16. my favorite colors pink
17. i have no car
18. i wear glasses
19. people tell me i am high maintance
20. i go to apollo high school.

never thought in a million years

I have always said that i would wait til i am at least 24 to have my first kid but i am 18 years old a senior in high school and i still live with my did with a part time job and i am 8 weeks pregnant. when i found out like a trillion thoughts went through my head and the first on was how am i going to tell my dad? but it came easier then what i found it to be cause he already knew i was pregnant before i even knew, he was just waiting on me to tell him. I think everyday to myself how am i going to raise a kid i am still a kid myself. i realize i have a lot of love and support from my family and friends that they wouldnt let anything bad happen to me or my kid, that if they see me struggle they will immediately take action. i cry everyday thinking that this isn't going to work cause im going to be a single parent but then i just pray to GOd and i know that this is just a blessing to me that to him i am ready to be a parent in his eyes i just need that thing (baby) in my life to test me out. the more that i think negative the more GOd shows the positive things in my life.. i just keep my head up and try to do the best i can do.