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Not because, they planned on it. Some people go off to coege for the change, feel of something new, so do they intentionally forget about there old friends cause they want a new life ? Who knows but the one who is going through it.

When you go off to college you are In a new environment surrounded by new faces, basically forcing you to meet new people. When people go off to college they tend to other about their old friends that they left back because they have new ones who they are around everyday now. People changing when they got off to college is because of the change I'm their enivirnment an friends.

Dreaming with a broken heart

"when you are dreaming with a broken heart and waking up is the hardest part" when i heard those lyrics in that song i was watching the tv show "the game" and it was showing the part when derwin woke up after melanie just came and got her stuff, after she found out he was cheating. Dreaming with a broken heart to me is when you wake up and you feel you world has ended and there is nothing that you can do about it, Love is just a bunch of emotions mixed together and you think that you need that person in your life to survive but that is not always the case. You were born alone and you will be buried alone so truthfully in the end you will be alone regardless so what is the point in having someone there to stress you out? or to put you down? there isn't one. Some people just want the comfort of another person and it could end with them dreaming with a broken heart.

My thoughts about the book

My thoughts about MSND, it was a really good book but i didn't really understand the shakespeare lanugage, it made me lose interest in the book it's self... if Ms. McDaniel wouldnt have discussed it i prolly would have hated it cause i wouldnt have understood it. Cause I think that shakespeare language is confusing. but after Ms. Mcdaniel explaining it the concept of the book was awesome. It compared to really life relationships and how a parent almost never likes their childs boyfriend or girlfriend but they dont go as far as telling them they will die if they marry them most parents get over it and grow to love and be happy for them cause that is in a parents blood/nature. cause all parents only want what is best for their kids

If you really knew me you would know...

1. i am 18
2. i love junk food.
3. i am a shop-aholic
4. i am open minded
5. i lost my brother to a hit and run accident
6. i am a christian
7. i work at the hospital
8. i have had 4 jobs in a year
9. my birthday is october 18
10. i hate snow
11. i am a senior
12. i love ice cream
13. i am a music fanatic
14. i never wear the same outfit twice in a month
15. i like shoes
16. my favorite colors pink
17. i have no car
18. i wear glasses
19. people tell me i am high maintance
20. i go to apollo high school.

never thought in a million years

I have always said that i would wait til i am at least 24 to have my first kid but i am 18 years old a senior in high school and i still live with my did with a part time job and i am 8 weeks pregnant. when i found out like a trillion thoughts went through my head and the first on was how am i going to tell my dad? but it came easier then what i found it to be cause he already knew i was pregnant before i even knew, he was just waiting on me to tell him. I think everyday to myself how am i going to raise a kid i am still a kid myself. i realize i have a lot of love and support from my family and friends that they wouldnt let anything bad happen to me or my kid, that if they see me struggle they will immediately take action. i cry everyday thinking that this isn't going to work cause im going to be a single parent but then i just pray to GOd and i know that this is just a blessing to me that to him i am ready to be a parent in his eyes i just need that thing (baby) in my life to test me out. the more that i think negative the more GOd shows the positive things in my life.. i just keep my head up and try to do the best i can do.

Pregnancy pact, is a movie about a group of teen girLs who make a pact toget pregnant at the same time and it becomes a huge talk of the town and is all over the news and in thenlocal papers and the school nurse fights to get birth control and condoms passed out to the students. This movie really makes me think about teen pregnancy a lot. Like what is the rush? It's a strue to be a kid and raise a kid. I watch girls everyday with kids and they talk about how tired they are cause the baby kept them up and their attendance in school is horrible cause either thy are sick or the baby is and they have to go to the doctor. Me i plan to wait to get pregnant at least til I have a start on my career, the age 25 sounds about the right age. I will be old enough to know all I need to know.

How do you know when you really in love, in the world today love is used in many ways and often sometimes taken for granted. Being a teenager I have been in relationships where I have told my boyfriend that I loved him, but was it really ? Some say we are tO young to be in love, but is there even an age limit on love, I think not ! You never really know when you are in love it happens and it last forever. That's why some wait for sex, kids and marriage til they have known they met that one. I wonder if i'm really in love, I want to be with my boyfriend and he wants to be with me tO, but we often have things we don't agree on, and it makes me wonder is this really, how do you know when you really in love?

Laying in my bed, watching boycott. It's a movie about Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Watching this movie makes me think about all the bad things that happened back then with segregation, like what if it still exist? Dr. King made a way for all blacks and I think him for that cause without all that he dis I wouldn't be able to vote, I would be harassed almost everytime I leave my house. My chances of having the job I have today, I wouldn't of had it back then I wouldn't be going to Apollo high school. With the recession going on, is segregation still exist this world would fall apart. Today is MLK's birthday and I say thank you sir for all you have done for this world and our people.

Laying in my bed, watching boycott. It's a movie about Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Watching this movie makes me think about all the bad things that happened back then with segregation, like what if it still exist? Dr. King made a way for all blacks and I think him for that cause without all that he dis I wouldn't be able to vote, I would be harassed almost everytime I leave my house. My chances of having the job I have today, I wouldn't of had it back then I wouldn't be going to Apollo high school. With the recession going on, is segregation still exist this world would fall apart. Today is MLK's birthday and I say thank you sir for all you have done for this world and our people.

Laying in my bed, watching boycott. It's a movie about Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Watching this movie makes me think about all the bad things that happened back then with segregation, like what if it still exist? Dr. King made a way for all blacks and I think him for that cause without all that he dis I wouldn't be able to vote, I would be harassed almost everytime I leave my house. My chances of having the job I have today, I wouldn't of had it back then I wouldn't be going to Apollo high school. With the recession going on, is segregation still exist this world would fall apart. Today is MLK's birthday and I say thank you sir for all you have done for this world and our people.

I don't like snow days

I don't like snow days, because the ruin plans, pushing back things like graduation. The 2 snow days we had add on the our school year, pushing back graduation ): I am so anxious to graduate I dream about the day every night. When it snows by the end off the day schools all over are being closed, I think that if we can drive our cars on the snow a bus and drive on the snow. It drives me insane cause that leaves people in the house bored thinking it is the snow that is keeping them in since they couldn't go to school when that really isn't the reason they just let it be. For all of the reason I don't like snow days, all because the weather people say that it is snowing and that we should stay off the roads my dad makes me stay in the house with nothing to do but either sleep or watch tv, doing the same thing for 2 days is miserable like what is the reason for snow no one likes it well at least not me, 10 years ago i might have love it making snow, snow angle and having snow ball fights but now no it is so out of the question and im not for. I am so ready to graduate I don't need nothing to hold me back, this is my dream I dream to walk the line, to hear them say Erica Raeshawn Johnson. So I am going to make it happen. (: